Some intensity, from the blog...
May. 9th, 2024 01:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chicatingI feel good about how it came out, though, even as I wish I could share what great happiness felt like.It's nice to feel more honest. I mean, for a long time when I was a kid, I didn't really share what disability felt like.
http://bohemiancrip.blogspot.com/2024/05/a-type-of-grief.html
I had another friend, whom I regret losing touch with, who'd been through some shit they write those horrifying TV movies about who was surprised to tell me that she thought everyone's disability comes with some trauma. Well, maybe mine is comparatively low-level, but I finally felt like I know what she was getting at, and it isn't really where most abled people tend to focus, ie, neighborhood kids taking off on their bikes and I watch game shows. Though they did, and I did, right? But I wasn't really put out about that part. Maybe more that Kevin and Winnie and them,(let's say...my neighborhood wasn't that cute!) never really did slow their roll to make time for me.
http://bohemiancrip.blogspot.com/2024/05/a-type-of-grief.html
I had another friend, whom I regret losing touch with, who'd been through some shit they write those horrifying TV movies about who was surprised to tell me that she thought everyone's disability comes with some trauma. Well, maybe mine is comparatively low-level, but I finally felt like I know what she was getting at, and it isn't really where most abled people tend to focus, ie, neighborhood kids taking off on their bikes and I watch game shows. Though they did, and I did, right? But I wasn't really put out about that part. Maybe more that Kevin and Winnie and them,(let's say...my neighborhood wasn't that cute!) never really did slow their roll to make time for me.
