Never really got to have a "lifestyle"...

which is a shallow thing to get put out about in one sense, like I'm upset that people don't write features about me and my friends(Besides those noxious ones about "never let it hold her back" which not even the biggest liar on earth could say about me.)
But I've never really been able to define my life enough to know "This is me, but that is not."
and there's nothing to slow down from.