Figuring out streaming...

we'd never spend the money for ourselves...it's fun and stuff, but I'm greedy enough to want a positive thing in my life that doesn't involve movies or TV. Something I'm not just watching, even if it's neat to lie in bed and pull up Hamilton.
Also, I can't get past the feeling that somebody thought "Aw, poor thing, she can't get out, it's the least we could do," which bothers me even if it being three million degrees at this time of the year does make me feel closer to pitiful than would be my heart's desire.