It's Hard To Know What To Do Right Now...
Apr. 16th, 2026 10:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chicatingI start doing stuff that doesn't keep my attention, much less anyone else's(Does my opinion on the memoir all the social-justice geeks are writing about really matter enough to post? Thought so yesterday for a couple hundred words, but now? Not sure.)Or I could work on the crossover fanfic for some, in TV years, long-dead television that may only please one reader, ultimately, even if he's an important one. Do I do it anyway, and hope the thought that made me smile comes back?
Labors of love without the love are just kind of hard. Which has also kept me off the phones for a bit too.(Although maybe I'm just bored with that...it's been about twenty years, off and on, but the next level, or whatever, generally comes with commitments I can't satisfy.
Coaching or mentoring, or other things like that that you do when your life is together in a way mine will never be, as evidenced by the fact that having a password on a sticky was a minor victory this morning
Of course, they are filling in potholes around here for the last few days--hard to concentrate in the good old home office, but of course as a chair user, I support filled-in potholes, naturally!
Up to the wedding in the JFK junior show...I had *such* a crush on him in college.Really like the depictions of Carolyn, too, though--just what I need, another dead friend.Especially one who would always be cooler and better dressed.
Labors of love without the love are just kind of hard. Which has also kept me off the phones for a bit too.(Although maybe I'm just bored with that...it's been about twenty years, off and on, but the next level, or whatever, generally comes with commitments I can't satisfy.
Coaching or mentoring, or other things like that that you do when your life is together in a way mine will never be, as evidenced by the fact that having a password on a sticky was a minor victory this morning
Of course, they are filling in potholes around here for the last few days--hard to concentrate in the good old home office, but of course as a chair user, I support filled-in potholes, naturally!
Up to the wedding in the JFK junior show...I had *such* a crush on him in college.Really like the depictions of Carolyn, too, though--just what I need, another dead friend.Especially one who would always be cooler and better dressed.
