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Wow, that's such a strange compliment, but at the same time, an honor. I'm proud. I relate to Jimmy for being too smart for most rooms he's in, but kind of self-loathing too.(Although he actively courts his own destruction in ways that I might never...I do feel that I get it.)
Yeah, sorry, hon...wasn't sure how to write about wanting to be a guy, as not-a-guy, in more than a transitory way. More than wondering what it'd be like to have my friend's parents, or...