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I don't know what I'll dream about now...

2025-11-21T18:59:15Z

which is just one of my 99 problems, but I re-watched "Morning Glory" last night--it's a cute comedy about a morning chat show, and when I watched it the first time, in say, 2011, I was so jealous of Rachel McAdams' producer character with the job that consumes her life(I have a media degree, so it wasn't *completely* nuts to imagine a sort of AU where that was my Hamiltonian "shot", even though in real life, I never really got that close. You know?)

Working that much doesn't look that good to me now--it's good to know I can get over things; I've clung onto so much.
But I don't know what it would look like if any of my current dreams came true, since I'm not quite at "Wouldn't change a thing," either, obviously.Even if that would make people closer to me happier than it would make me.

Sort of wish I had what one of my more...unreconstructed hippie mentors used to call a "heart's desire" but I guess it could be worse than being confused...I could be tearing myself up wanting a baby, on the corner of Never Likely, and Too Late Now(one of the intersections where Phoenix really does have superior wheelchair access, if you go by my life experience, sadly) and that would hurt more than this. Probably.

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Things I meant to write about...

2024-08-26T22:24:25Z

=Rewatching "Head of The Class" on weekend nights. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Head_of_the_Class
it must have been on on either friday or Saturday when I was a kid, too, because I watched it staying over at my childhood BFF's house, too. (She had a mom that totally worried about "screen time" and the values we got from TV, etc. I think my mom was happy that we watched that show over, like, nighttime soap opera, and both of our moms would have been totally comfortable having a parent-teacher conference with Howard Hesseman's teacher.
Mom wasn't *especially* worried about what I watched or read, though. If I spent too much on TV, she'd be like, "Surely you have something better to do," Which, as a minor in a wheelchair with no money, was often hard to find pre-internet.
-If I could vaguebook God about last night, I'd say "Universe, that was mean."

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In case you want to read my blog...

2024-07-08T19:45:54Z

http://bohemiancrip.blogspot.com/2024/07/one-of-ones-where-god-is-dick.html

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How I Would Have Taken The Non-Con Out of Sixteen Candles...

2024-06-10T20:08:37Z

Maybe I would have had Jake and Caroline get in a bigger fight at the dance. Maybe in addition to "Plenty of guys would kill to love me,"(which, somebody thinks a lot of herself) Maybe she could be like "The next guy that comes through here, I'll leave with!"

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This was on last night...

2024-06-08T23:39:45Z

introduced by one of my imaginary husbands, Ben from TCM.
http://bohemiancrip.blogspot.com/2024/06/covering-my-beat-with-my-left-foot.html
In other news, I hate summer, and wish I had more to say.
But I'm feeling a bit more hale physically

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crossposted...

2024-03-07T19:14:59Z

http://bohemiancrip.blogspot.com/2024/03/so-what-if-im-goddess-and-other-stories.html

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Rewatched "Crip Camp"

2024-02-09T21:30:47Z

Because I needed to feel nostalgic, reflected solidarity, and breathtaking personal inadequacy.
(I guess everyone doesn't get to be a foremother, though.)
The camp I went to wasn't fun, much less a laboratory of democracy.

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Most of the time...

2024-01-07T00:28:13Z

I think I would trade my life for the equivalent in magic beans.
But it felt pretty great yesterday to be tucked up in bed for what could have been read as a double feature of "The Apartment" and "Crossing Delancey" as part of TCM's "Love Stories in New York" last night.

Nothing earth-shattering; just a rare moment where I wouldn't want to be other than me, so I thought I'd log it, if nothing else than as a counterpoint to my endless mental podcast that I could title "My God, I Cheated Death For This?!"(But if anyone was that interested, it might not be like that.You know?)

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No question...

2023-12-25T20:32:03Z

This is still the cartoon I'm most like(Maybe a touch of Tina Belcher for fanfiction and perviness)
https://www.popsugar.com/entertainment/lisa-simpson-gifs-43471047

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Taking some time from the book to say...

2023-11-06T22:22:01Z

"And then you said 'why do they call it a check,why not a yugoslavian?"
I laughed, Chandler.

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Another thing I like about Jim Rockford...

2023-03-12T17:30:08Z

For a character in such an actiony show(and one who tends to get stiffed financially and/or clopped on the head), Jim likes his life. He likes tacos and spending time with his dad...maybe being in prison or in the Army gave him perspective on the small stuff, but thankfully he's not the guy to really tell you that, either.

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I watched Amends again...

2023-02-07T21:01:26Z

and it made me wonder what it would have been like, in my crossover, if Kay from Homicide had met Angel.
The longer story wouldn't have worked, because she was searching for someone and Cordelia, Wesley, and Gunn needed someone to help, but I found myself picturing a cameo, like this.
KAY(slightly buzzed)
Jesus, kid, the face on you...it's not that serious. Who died?
ANGEL(brooding, natch)
How much time have you got?

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Never noticed before...

2022-11-30T17:55:08Z

but on this rewatch I saw an eerie parallel between April the robot and Joyce(Although I can't help wishing that Joyce suffered less.)
Not sure I have it in me to watch "The Body" tonight, brilliant as it really is. Personally, it was harder to watch the first time I saw it...Mom was being treated for breast cancer then, and attendants don't come with a line of succession--still something of a concern, but, look, pyramids.

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